Harder than I thought…

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Having a second child is harder than I thought it would be.  Granted experience has helped me out a lot but the job is very demanding and at times drives me to the brink of sanity.

Breast feeding was easier this time around; however, I’m thinking it will be harder to wean Carsen.  Sure I’ve complained at how many times a day I have to feed him, especially when he’s going through a growth spurt but when I think about sending him off to day care I grow sadder every day.

Bringing Carsen to work with me is stressful but sending him off to daycare at 5 months old is going to be harder for me. 

I really am going to miss those afternoon feedings.  Some strange woman is going to hold you close to her chest and give you a bottle of mommy’s milk.  I foresee me dropping in to breast feed you at lunch time.  Will that be confusing to you?

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